Tuesday, January 26, 2010

boredom~

it's the new year! 2010..
hm..this year will mark the 21st year i've been on earth..
am wondering how on earth did i grow this old that fast..
anws, have finally gotten my license after months of learning to drive..
shall be visiting my friend in perth soon..well, in march to be exact..
wonder how my year will turn out in 2010.
will i finally find my passion/direction in life?
it's really annoying standing in the grey zone..
wondering if i shld get a degree for the sake of getting one, or just heck it and do whatever i wanna do..
if i'm my own person, i would do whatever i wanna do..after all there wouldnt be any one else to think about tt will be affected by my decisions..
i think i've been putting off this decision for far too long..it's abt time i face up to it..but i nv do have the courage to do it
unlike a game, i cant just save this point in my life and play it out one way and if it doesnt go according to plan, i just restart frm the point i saved.
it aint fair!